Have you heard Mr.Jagger’s philosophy?”You can’t always get what you want.” It was taken from one of his songs. This phrase was quite describing my hole week. And is not easy to dealing with it.
I’m hoping to much and when the reality give different answer, I break down. With ego and self confidence you have, is not cheerful enough to stand in defeated position. You will feeling weak and devastate.
Well what the heck, shit do happen in big city. Just need to open my eyes so that I can deceive reality. I’m lose right now but I don’t do it frequently. I’ll stand up and make some move. Just wait and see Mr.Jagger, I’ll get what I want 😀